Theodore James, Age 2
6 years ago
My Grandpa Budd is a 2nd dad to me. He has always been there for me and also has given me many blessings. I am so thankful that Brooklynn and Cameron get to know him. He is so good to them. He always lets Brooklynn come up and jump on his bed and he just watches her and laughs. And EVERY time he sees Cameron he says, "I love my little football player Smiley." I have such a sweet Grandpa. Sidenote: I am told by my mom and aunt and uncle. That this picture of him holding Brooklynn, is the only time they have ever seen him hold a newborn baby. I feel very blessed that he wanted to hold her. I don't even think he would hold Cameron.
Another great man, father and grandpa is Ryan's dad Ron. We love him so much and he has always been very kind and loving. He let us live with them while we had fertility, medical expenses and saving for a house. I really appreciate it to both Ron and Susan. Ron also has been there and given me blessings and been a great example as a dad to me. He has taught Ryan many good things and I am greatful for that. We chose the name Cameron because it had Ron in it. I am so glad that Cameron can grow up and know his grandpa and learn from him as much as us. I know I don't say it enough but I love you and am very thankful for you.
This morning I started reading the book Rebecca. Some friends suggested it and I have heard so much about it. So I was reading it and in Chapter 2 there is a great quote. I remember thinking wow, that is cool, I should write it down, but I didn't. So as the day went on I wasn't feeling very well, I thought I needed fresh air. I went on a walk and that is not what I needed, I felt more sick afterwards. Then we FINALLY get home and Brooklynn informed me that she lost her 2 monkeys (littlest pet shop)and they are her favorites. We did 1/4 of the walk again and couldn't find them. Then Cameron wouldn't let me put him down, I was trying to get dinner done and Brooklynn decided to be naughty. She was screaming, throwing fits etc. Needless to say it was a bad night. Finally things got calm and I picked up my book and remembered the quote "Happiness is not a possession to be prized, it is a quality of thought, a state of mind." I can choose to be happy regardless of how bad my day is. So I am going to try to be more patient and choose to be happy. We'll see....
So my sister-in-law Allyson suggested the YF book The Hunger Games as a great read. So for my turn in a book club I decided to try that book. I was nervous cause it is all about a battle to the death and only one person survives. I just finished it last night and it is great. The only problem is that is all I am dreaming about lately. I am sitting up in a tree and shooting my bow and arrow. (Well my dreams are more detailed but I won't get into it.) Any ways it was a great book, that I couldn't put down.
I can't wait until the next book comes out called Catching Fire. September 1st it will be here. Wahoo!